i didn't know where to put this thought, so here i am.
Never have i been like this before.
things will never be the same again.
god damn it, even the worst teachers i had never did this to me.
and i had to do it. that places me below those damned bitches.
and i did it to my brother.
that worsens the situation.
i mean, even if he doesn't find out about it, i still cannot live with it.
i was always on his side before.
now, i'm on my own. with a secret alliance with his nemesis.
i can't believe it.
i wonder how it feels like for someone to betray your trust.
~BenjaminTAN