Freedom.
let's talk about that word for a while before moving on.
to me, the freedom after the o levels was good as a whole, inclusive of a 3-day stayover at my grandmother's place with my 3 other guy-cousins on my paternal side (i'm much closer to the ones on my father's side than the one on my mother's) and we leeched a hell lot of money just by eating 2 breakfasts and a lunch.
but i digress.
there are times when i just feel, cut off from my friends and the outside world. due to the fact that i banned myself from the computer for almost 3 weeks, i seem to have lost interest in spending my time with the computer, so i get on it less, use the xbox less, and, i dunno what i do more. Really.
so, as a whole, i like the freedom ater the o levels, but, just as nick said, i feel awkward without seeing a skyhigh pile of textbooks on my table, and i feel awkward without studying. not that i study much, it's just, the feeling that you're not going to study for a LONG time.
whatever.
so, the 3-day stayover was a total leech of my grandmother's money in exchange for her face and our accompanyment (whatever the hell it's spelled).
in total the 5 of us leeched at least 80 bucks. haha.
work.
it doesn't help that i didn't use the comp during the exam period, because almost everybody could've applied for the job during october. hais.
worst comes to worst, what the heck, i'll work at the airport. damn.
so, bye for now.
and, FYI, i'd be coming for band this saturday, then, fun at grandmother's house!
~BenjaminTAN
