WTF is wrong with my knee?!?!?!
it just hurt like siao just now, and now it's coming back. not as in ache, but a damn sharp pain at the joint itself. wow. sitting down may lower the pain, but what else can you do while sitting down, and having a knee that hurts for no reason? damn. even doing something like playing the piano is becoming difficult. i'm fatigued. and my vision whites out whenever i stand up. call it blood circulation problem. i don't care. call it stress. i don't care. i'm not exactly stressed, so to speak. i'm (i guess) the slack-est person in the class. i really hope i can sustain the effort i had for the prelims, for my O's, if not better. simin got a 20 for her prelims. nick got a 27. i hope i can do better than them.
today's trip, from lunch at east coast road near still road south, till my knee hurt, was boring. even having my knee hurting was interesting. it hasn't been hurting for a month or two already. but no more of that. i did practically nothing in my grandmother's house. i just felt like sleeping. maybe i should have followed my jie and just stay at home. she studies. i sleep and slack. i dunno what's my problem. i think everything's over, altho it's just the prelims, and the big one's yet to come. even as i'm typing, i'm wondering why, of all times, did i not enjoy today's events, so to speak. is it because we watched 2 DVD's in a row at my grandmother's house? is it because it was exceptionally crowded there? is it because i was fatigued? is it because the place was hot and stuffy?
you know what? enough questions. i just didn't enjoy myself. end of story. good bye. the end.
~BenjaminTAN
