one fast thought brings to this conclusion:
i am invisible/transparent/cannot be seen/worth ignoring
it's been happening the past few days.
just asking anyone i know who drops by, do you want to go for the combined concert at mjc, 24th july? 10 dollars a ticket, and mjc's performing with aichi meiden highsch band. they're really good.
just thought of friday, last friday.
gabriel, damn you.
there's no need to take that sarcastic tone with me. i know exactly what the time was. i have a watch, for goodness sake. i even feel uncomfortable not wearing it out. so what exactly's your problem? feeling unwell's not a good excuse. AHEM, it's not even a good reason to start with. the weather was perfectly fine, if you ask me. and the time was as good as band hours. and lastly, i am also suffering with you, if you're even suffering in the first place. please. that bullshit has gotten me so worked up. the time. 5.30. it's only a goddamn 30 minutes from the expected ending. and i'm not the one controlling who gets to leave first. talk to the teachers, if you may. because i'm not. i'm the one incharge ONLY for the band thing, nothing else. i just stand infront of the band and wave my hands in front of a, what, 20++ strong "band" under the rotunda? it's not my fault if we end late. it's not my goddamn problem if we end late. try asking any of the majors in 2006 "the band hours states 9-6, why do we end up ending the band at 6.30, and start leaving at around 7?" and then, even when the thing ended, you didn't even leave the damn place. you just sat there in the canteen, looking like you were thinking that the whole world owes you something in exchange for the 30 minutes that you and the 20++ people who sat with you "lost". sure, the band grumbled, i could hear it, and you had to voice it to the person in front, trying to catch whatever's going on during the damn thing. i didn't ask for it. this is not whether you look good by being the voice of the band. the voice of the band is music, not snide remarks about the time. the band shuts up. including you, regardless of post.
i may be of the same age as you, same level, but please. i didn't need that bullcrap about saying that it was 5.30. try doing that on someone older than you.
bottom line: if you irritate me, don't come to my blog, because i'll be bitching about the damn person who ticks me off.
sorry if there's any one who just drops by; it's VERY hot up here in the 3rd level.
and i'm hungry.
read between the lines.
ergh.
~BenjaminTAN
